Just randomness and thoughtful ideas from me... could be anything really - what's going on in my head? Well, read it here, lol.
Monday, December 14, 2009
Ely, NV
No questions, please.
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Monday, October 26, 2009
Mondays
I don’t like Mondays I’ve decided. At least TODAY Monday, lol. I can’t seem to get my eyes to focus at all today, and it’s really aggravating. I’m wondering if it has something to do with my “issue” that keeps me from having just one pair of glasses… whatever it is, it’s driving me crazy right now – and I really hope it doesn’t continue all day long.
Right now I’m getting ready to drop off my library books – now that I KNOW the library is open… and from there it’s off to Jon’s to pick up a pumpkin that I will be carving. Photos will be taken once it’s done – which I will post here and on my facebook account.
One glitch about this blogging program – it doesn’t allow your Xanga account. Oh well, I have enough places to write already without adding another. :)
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Sunday, October 25, 2009
Getting it Together
I have a ton of things to do, but I’m in a very procrastinating mood – or is it that I can’t figure out where to start? Either way, it’s difficult to get done when you can’t get started.
I would make a list, but I’m OCD to the point that I can’t list things randomly, it would have to be an orderly list… and I can’t figure out in what order to put things in. By importance? By which should be done first? Alphabetically? Do you understand why it’s driving me crazy?
I have a headache.
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Windows Live – Live Writer
Now, with Windows Live – Live Writer, I can update my blog from my desktop… I don’t even have to log on to the internet to update, which is pretty damn cool in my opinion.
So, what’s going on right now? I had a person sharing my room for financial purposes for awhile, but she’s gone now. Just couldn’t handle having a person living that close to me day by day that I wasn’t in a relationship with. So, she moved out last week – and things are so much better. Having my room back to myself makes a huge difference. I feel like I can breath again. I guess this means that I can’t share a room with anyone anytime soon – but that’s fine… I truly do like it better this way.
Starting a new job on Tuesday – yay! There’s where I can make up the money I’m losing without the roommate. I’m very happy.
Well, that’s about it… maybe now that I have an option to update my blog from my desktop, I’ll do it more often. :)
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Thursday, October 22, 2009
Just Trying to Deal...
I've gotta keep my head up.
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Sunday, October 11, 2009
The Truth About Columbus - or Why I Don't Celebrate "Columbus Day"
Christopher Columbus' reputation has not survived the scrutiny of history, and today we know that he was no more the discoverer of America than Pocahontas was the discoverer of Great Britain. Native Americans had built great civilizations with many millions of people long before Columbus wandered lost into the Caribbean.
Columbus' voyage has even less meaning for North Americans than for South Americans because Columbus never set foot on our continent, nor did he open it to European trade. Scandinavian Vikings already had settlements here in the eleventh century, and British fisherman probably fished the shores of Canada for decades before Columbus. The first European explorer to thoroughly document his visit to North America was the Italian explorer Giovanni Caboto, who sailed for England's King Henry VII and became known by his anglicized name, John Cabot. Caboto arrived in 1497 and claimed North America for the English sovereign while Columbus was still searching for India in the Caribbean. After three voyages to America and more than a decade of study, Columbus still believed that Cuba was a part of the continent of Asia, South America was only an island, and the coast of Central America was close to the Ganges River.
Unable to celebrate Columbus' exploration as a great discovery, some apologists now want to commemorate it as the great "cultural encounter." Under this interpretation, Columbus becomes a sensitive genius thinking beyond his time in the passionate pursuit of knowledge and understanding. The historical record refutes this, too.
Contrary to popular legend, Columbus did not prove that the world was round; educated people had known that for centuries. The Egyptian-Greek scientist Erastosthenes, working for Alexandria and Aswan, already had measured the circumference and diameter of the world in the third century B.C. Arab scientists had developed a whole discipline of geography and measurement, and in the tenth century A.D., Al Maqdisi described the earth with 360 degrees of longitude and 180 degrees of latitude. The Monastery of St. Catherine in the Sinai still has an icon - painted 500 years before Columbus - which shows Jesus ruling over a spherical earth. Nevertheless, Americans have embroidered many such legends around Columbus, and he has become part of a secular mythology for schoolchildren. Autumn would hardly be complete in any elementary school without construction-paper replicas of the three cute ships that Columbus sailed to America, or without drawings of Queen Isabella pawning her jewels to finance Columbus' trip.
This myth of the pawned jewels obscures the true and more sinister story of how Columbus financed his trip. The Spanish monarch invested in his excursion, but only on the condition that Columbus would repay this investment with profit by bringing back gold, spices, and other tribute from Asia. This pressing need to repay his debt underlies the frantic tone of Columbus' diaries as he raced from one Caribbean island to the next, stealing anything of value.
After he failed to contact the emperor of China, the traders of India or the merchants of Japan, Columbus decided to pay for his voyage in the one important commodity he had found in ample supply - human lives. He seized 1,200 Taino Indians from the island of Hispaniola, crammed as many onto his ships as would fit and sent them to Spain, where they were paraded naked through the streets of Seville and sold as slaves in 1495. Columbus tore children from their parents, husbands from wives. On board Columbus' slave ships, hundreds died; the sailors tossed the Indian bodies into the Atlantic.
Because Columbus captured more Indian slaves than he could transport to Spain in his small ships, he put them to work in mines and plantations which he, his family and followers created throughout the Caribbean. His marauding band hunted Indians for sport and profit - beating, raping, torturing, killing, and then using the Indian bodies as food for their hunting dogs. Within four years of Columbus' arrival on Hispaniola, his men had killed or exported one-third of the original Indian population of 300,000. Within another 50 years, the Taino people had been made extinct [editor's note: the old assumption that the Taino became extinct is now open to serious question] - the first casualties of the holocaust of American Indians. The plantation owners then turned to the American mainland and to Africa for new slaves to follow the tragic path of the Taino.
This was the great cultural encounter initiated by Christopher Columbus. This is the event we celebrate each year on Columbus Day. The United States honors only two men with federal holidays bearing their names. In January we commemorate the birth of Martin Luther King, Jr., who struggled to lift the blinders of racial prejudice and to cut the remaining bonds of slavery in America. In October, we honor Christopher Columbus, who opened the Atlantic slave trade and launched one of the greatest waves of genocide known in history.
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Thursday, October 8, 2009
Using Flock Again
Cable guy is here right now figuring out what's up with my signal - hope it's fixed this time, I really want to watch last week's Survivor before the new one tonight...
Working on another website - for Goth clothing. Trying to figure out the whole PayPal thing, it's hard, but I'll get it done - have no worries. :)
That's about it for now - yay FLOCK!!!
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Friday, September 25, 2009
L.A. Heat
Hard to believe we're going to be experiencing temperatures in the 70s next week...
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Saturday, September 12, 2009
Friends...
I've got to get some more web work some-how... looks like this roommate isn't going to work out. Guess we'll have to see what happens at the end of this month. I will say, that if things continue the way they're going right now, I'll have to ask her to leave. It's going to suck to do that, but I didn't ask her to move in to keep me company - I need the rent money.
Not much else going on - BIG birthday hugs to N.A. today - hope you're having an awesome weekend!!
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Friday, August 28, 2009
It's HOT!!!
Had to restore the computer AGAIN! I swear it's getting on my nerves to have to keep doing this over and over - it's obviously time for a new computer, but I'm really not making enough to even think about that, so I'll just put up with this one for the time being...
Not much else going on - everyone still getting along really well around here, so that's a good thing.
Maybe I'll go to the beach next Sunday.
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Wednesday, August 26, 2009
2 Days After
On Tuesday, went to see the movie "Inglorious Basterds" with Nick - which was really fun. The movie was good, LOUD but good, lol. It was so nice of him to take me - as I don't get out often enough these days. He's such a cool guy.
Today is for work. Setting up a new site. Will update more on that as time goes on.
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Thursday, August 20, 2009
4 Days
Monday itself will be interesting - all I have planned so far is a birthday breakfast with a couple of my friends - though everyone else is trying to think of inexpensive fun, lol... I don't care what happens really - I just want to see certain people...
Me and the new roomie are getting along great - we're talking about moving to Venice Beach or Santa Monica - always an option... it's nice to have someone around that has at least that much in common with me. Sweet girl.
Anyway, that's about it.
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Thursday, August 6, 2009
Venus - The Love Kitty
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Still Breathing
One, I've met someone new - and they are AWESOME! Needless to say I'll be staying in SoCal for awhile, and this is definitely one of the reasons. I have a plethora of new friends too - so another motive to sticking around, lol.
Two, since I am staying here - I still have to find another place, preferably one of my own, though I've made some cool new friends that I'm not above getting an apartment with. It all depends on what comes up between now and the first of October (which is when I have to move out of the apartment I'm in now).
Three - moving is hell, and packing is like a suite in hell. I hate it - more than anything - definitely the worst part of moving. But, I've been doing a little bit here and there so I won't have to rush it last minute.
Four - got a new baby kitty. She's SO lovable that I've decided to name her Venus... I really wasn't wanting another animal, but something told me once I got one it would be different. It is nice to have her - she's awesome. Already have pics of her on my Facebook. :)
Five - friends come and go. Like I said, made a bunch of new ones - but had to let another loose. This person had the nerve to pass judgement on me when her life is just a bundle of stress and mistakes. I've never judged her or her decisions - just been there to support and encourage - so her doing it to me? Well, that was pretty much last straw. So - see ya, wouldn't want to be ya - REALLY wouldn't want to be YOU.
So, for a quick update that was pretty long, lol... still working on some stuff regarding the internet and my websites, but slowly getting it together...
That's it for now - let's see when I'll be able to take some time out again for another update.
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Wednesday, July 22, 2009
Really Kicking it into Gear
One thing that I have to sell, because I just can't take it (unfortunately), is my computer desk. Ah my desk, you worked so well for me. You fit perfectly in that area, and now I'm back to using the plastic bins as I was when I first moved into this apartment (see pic).

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Monday, July 20, 2009
Freakin' Ridiculous
I seriously need some sleep.
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Sunday, July 19, 2009
Hard to Believe
I can't believe it's all happening, but it is. And I'm looking forward to settling down in a place that I know I'll fit in. Where I can relax and be myself. The ocean is my home - and since I can't live IN it (or around it in California, too expensive), I will live as close to it as possible... with questionable weather, lol. Where it actually gets COLD in the winter time, though there's hardly any snow. Where good friends are only an hour (or so) away.
October. October I will be in DePoe Bay. Home and happy.
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Wednesday, July 15, 2009
Just a Matter of Time
Next weekend - I think - I'm going to be helping out a friend with a yard sale. It'll be nice to get out of the house for a little while...
Hopefully picking up another job soon. We'll see though. The waiting is driving me crazy.
Sent out the birthday invite, and so far only two people have RSVP'd - if they're the only ones, then it's okay, they're great people and I have no problem having JUST them, lol. But we'll see what happens in the next couple of weeks.
Okay, here I go to try and fix whatever the hell is wrong with my computer.
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Thursday, July 9, 2009
Fleas, Roommates, Moving
ANYWAY, sorry about the tangent - it really just gives me another topic to discuss with my roommate, when I tell her I'm moving. Which I'm planning on doing this evening. That is, IF she's home. I will sit her down and tell her - explain my reasons and just hope that she doesn't get too angry. Not that it would matter much - but it would be nice if we could get along for the remaining months that I'm here.
I was thinking last night if there's anything that anyone could say that would change my mind - that would make me stay here - and I have to say there isn't. There really isn't. The more I think about it - the more I KNOW that it's time for me to go back. I've had enough of this.
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Tuesday, July 7, 2009
Oregon is Calling
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Monday, July 6, 2009
Early to Bed...
Until someone else wakes up.
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Sunday, July 5, 2009
Late Phone Calls & Disturbing Dreams
Okay, next subject...
I had a very strange dream last night. I don't remember all of it - though I did wake up directly after and remembered more (should have written it down I guess) - but here's the jist of it; in my dream last night, my parents remarried. Now, I'm sure there are a lot of people that would think that was not necessarily bad - but consider this - my mother passed away in 1982. I don't know what the dream meant, but it really bothered me. All of us were the age we are now, living in the same house with my parents. It's not necessary to say how old we actually are, let's just say we're all over 30 and leave it at that - WAY too old to all live in the same house with our parents. There is more that I remember, but it is more personal, and would really rather not share it on a public journal. My plan is to research more into the meaning of this dream, try to figure out why I was in that mind set.
In other news - waiting for feedback from current client about the site design. If it's a go - we will launch. Site is done.
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Goodbye MySpace
This is going to be the best place for anyone to keep up with what I'm doing as I'm here all the time updating. The only other place I update more is twitter (http://twitter.com/Deeva824 & http://twitter.com/delindamck (protected)). I also visit my facebook account (http://facebook.com/delinda) frequently. So if you're still interested in finding out what's going on with me, I would suggest one of these sites.
Meanwhile - here I go to take the MySpace down.
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Saturday, July 4, 2009
Pop Ups
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Independance Day 2009
Codi is gone now, but she definitely left the memories of fun times and sweet smiles behind. She taught me a lot about life, and how children seem to be able to grasp the meaning so much quicker than adults.
I think of Codi every 4th of July - because she made one of mine so spectacular.
Thank you Codi - R.I.P. little angel.
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Friday, July 3, 2009
Networking
Anyway...
Here are the sites I am using frequently - Facebook, MySpace, Twitter, Here... that's it. Just the four now. Quite a difference than before, I assure you.
So now, back to figuring out how to move my GJ here - so I'll have MOST of what I've been writing online all in one place. Sorry, no import for MySpace blogs or Facebook notes.
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Now THAT Was a Chore and a Half
So, if you feel like reading a lot, check out my older updates. :)
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Happy 4th - Early, lol...
Anyway, all that said - I really hope my friends and family have a safe and sane (no shooting guns in the air!) celebration!
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SO MUCH DRAMA
If you want to follow me on twitter - then go to http://twitter.com/delindamck - that is, IF you have one, lol. If you don't, you should get one, seriously. So much easier than trying to think up a whole blog entry all the time. You're limited... oh hell, check out http://twitter.com for the info - I don't work for them, lol.
Busy as usual. Working for a director right now - have been contracted to do several sites for him, the first one will be launched soon... just working on getting the videos online.
Still live in the same place, and yes the roommate is still getting on my nerves - however, until I get a more frequent income, I'll be unable to move. Hopefully by fall though...
Pretty much it - though I update several times a day on my twitter account.
I won't be back on here much - TOO MANY POP UP ADS!!!
Just sayin'
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Friday, June 19, 2009
Busy Like Crazy
Quick check-in though. I have a few concerns about the way some websites are run. One concern is that most networking sites claim that they are there to protect people's rights and privacy, and yet when you want to confirm that someone is being impersonated, they ask for proof. Now, that's fine - if it's you, you can prove it right? But, at the same time, they DON'T ask for proof from the impersonators! What sense does that make? If you're going to insist on proof from one, then they should ALL have to follow the same instructions. But they allow the "fakes" to continue while giving you a huge list of things you have to do to prove yourself. I won't mention which networking sites do this - but I will say they are EXTREMELY popular, and millions of people know about and use them.
Luckily, at this time, there's only one person that I have to offer proof about - because if there were more, I don't think I would have time for it, lol.
Other than that - just trying to keep things together... I hate feeling overwhelmed.
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Friday, June 5, 2009
The Flock Browser
Anyway, there's a lot going on with me right now - not so good stuff that I have to juggle and make sure I get back in line. There's no time to play around anymore - and I really have to have some sort of budget for myself - just so many things to deal with. However, somehow I always make it through - I'm sure I'll do it again. I just don't like to have to do this... it really sucks.
Well, that's about all - we'll see what's going to happen next...
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Sunday, May 31, 2009
Last Day of May
Other than that, things are pretty much going pretty normal. Hopefully getting Bruce down here soon for a visit. We were talking about the second week of June, but I don't think that's going to happen. Guess we'll just have to wait and see.
Well, that's about it for now - going to go and work on what I can on the Nefarious site so it will be ready for the content I'm waiting for.
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Thursday, May 28, 2009
What's Up...
Got what I was waiting for today - thank goodness, so I had some running around to do - along with my regular errand that had to be done - so I had a busy day... now that I'm home, and well fed (lol), I feel like I could use a nap. I'm still not sleeping at night so I'm kind of tired.
Hopefully getting the current project up and running by the weekend - that's my goal. Will post a link once it's online.
Whooo - tired. Going to fall asleep watching "People's Court".
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Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Another Day
Still feeling like crap physically. I have a cough, and I think I also have pink eye. I say I THINK I have it because I haven't been to a doctor - yet all the symptoms are there. And it sucks.
California upheld Prop 8, and I'm disgusted. I was invited to rally tonight in West Hollywood - but I don't know what good it's going to do - the decision is final. I keep hearing sirens - hopefully people are being peaceful.
Well, that's all the updates for now.
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Monday, May 25, 2009
Tomorrow Will Bring Change
I'm very sick today - has nothing to do with that though - just very sick. It started last night, and has progressively worsened. I'm heading back to bed.
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Sunday, May 24, 2009
Sunday - Boring Sunday...
Really, nothing to write about today - so why am I writing? Because otherwise I'll have nothing else to do - except work, which I've been doing - or watch TV, and you all know what Sundays are like on television.
Food Network - my only choice.
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Saturday, May 23, 2009
Happy Birthday Bruce!
I hope his birthday is as wonderful as he is. Happy Birthday Bruce - Love you!!
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Friday, May 22, 2009
Weird
Anyway, going to stay alert today - if that's any clue on how the day is going to go.
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Thursday, May 21, 2009
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Woke Up Sneezing
Doing more work on the new website today, trying to get a design together for all the content. I'm sure I'll figure something out.
Don't really want to go anywhere today - but have a feeling it will be necessary later on. Just have to wait and see.
That's pretty much all my news for now.
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Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Earthquake
I guess it was pretty dramatic - a 4.7 (though at first they said it was a 5) - and centered in Hawthorne. A store in Long Beach lost its windows too (funny that we had just left there). I consider us lucky that we weren't burried underground, lol. But seriously - no, we didn't feel a thing.
Watching the news was a little scary, just a little - but they were talking about what people should have in their emergency kits and stuff like that - you know, to get ready for "the big one". And everything I learned growing up is false - you do NOT stand in a doorway, or go outside. Where's the best place to go during an earthquake? Under a table. Yup, that's what the experts say - at least according the local news experts. So we have ONE table in the house - and we won't fit under it together. I guess a game of "rock, paper, scissors" will decide.
Let's just hope there's no "big one" while I am walking this earth, lol. And if there is - I'll do what I have to do to survive - and no, I won't shoot the roommate.
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Okay, Here We Go
So that's finished - and now if anyone who visits my site is interested - and notices the small link that says "Deeva's Blog" on the bottom of the page - they can check out what's going on with me. Which also means that this is the only blog I should be using when I update. Otherwise, everyone will be out of the loop of things.
So this will be the only place that I update - no more on the other blogs - so if anyone has those places bookmarked, I advise you take them off and just use this one. Or better yet, view this blog at my site - HERE'S the link. If you're already on my site, don't click that link. ;)
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Dazed Today
Anyway, hopefully will be getting some $$ soon - either directly deposited in my account, or a deposit for a website I'm working on. I'll take either, lol.
Quick update about my social life - met a few old friends on facebook that I'm excited about communicating with. Haven't talked to some of them in YEARS and it's great that we're all finding each other again. We were pretty close back in the day - sort of "family" like - and I've missed them. Thank the Goddess for social networking sites. :)
Well, I'd better get back to work now. Keeps my mind off other worries, like sick family members and low finances.
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Monday, May 18, 2009
Insomnia - Wouldn't Wish it on My Worst Enemies
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Sunday, May 10, 2009
What the What???

So I decided to clean out the hamster cage today - and imagine my surprise when I find five NEW babies in the little house. How did I miss these?? They don't have their eyes open yet, but they do have their fur - which means they're at least a week old - and I feed the hamsters every other day, yet I didn't see them. Obviously Belle was pregnant again before I got rid of the male, as the two younger ones are too small to breed yet. There's a white one in the new batch that I want to keep because I've never seen a white dwarf hamster - obviously an albino... very interesting... (see pic above - sorry it's blurry, they were moving around)... Oh, and while I was cleaning the cage, I put Belle in her hamster ball, and somehow she got out of it - no worries, I was able to catch her and put her back in the cage - the little bugger.
Was supposed to go see KW tonight - like I was supposed to go to San Diego this weekend - but I just didn't feel like going to the show ... reasons aren't necessary.
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Monday, May 4, 2009
Ladyhawke
Philipe Gastone, a thief, escapes from the dungeon at Aquila, sparking a manhunt. He is nearly captured when Captain Navarre befriends him. Navarre has been hunted by the Bishop's men for two years, ever since he escaped with the Lady Isabeau who the Bishop has lusted after. Navarre and Isabeau have a curse that the Bishop has placed on them that causes Navarre to be a wolf during the night and Isabeau to be a hawk during the day. Navarre insists that Philipe help him re-enter the city to help him kill the heavily guarded Bishop. (source IMDB.com)
Mystical, magical, mahem and more - "Ladyhawke" is a movie I suggest for everyone looking for an exciting, action-filled romance. I dare you not to cry - I dare you.
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Nice Day - But...
Guess I'm just going to have to enjoy the weather from inside - no big deal, I'll just open all the windows, lol. :)
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Today
Still trying to figure out what, if anything, that N & N might be interested in doing - now that I'm pretty much done with their stuff. We all agreed to go out and have a celebratory drink/dinner - but I won't hold them to it. They're very busy people and may not have the time... but it would be nice.
I'm still feeling a bit on the crappy side. I don't like being sick - I don't think anyone does - but this H1N1 thing is making people more aware of any type of cold/flu/illness, and I'm trying not to be paranoid. I don't have a fever, so that's a good thing.
Anyway, I'm going to go and get something to eat - don't know what or where - but I'm hungry. So that's all for now.
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Sunday, May 3, 2009
Not Dead...
Nick McCallum Official Site
Natalie Avital Official Site
The Gift - A Short Film
Joe Holt Official Site
So yeah, sorry I haven't been updating - but as you can see, I've been working my tail off, lol.
I'm very proud of the work I've done, and the people that I've met have been extremely wonderful... you can check out what a couple of them think of me HERE.
Anyway, that's whats been going on - will try to write more often... though I still have one site that's not quite done yet, lol.
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P.S. Been using this cool new browser called "FLOCK" - check it out at http://flock.com - it's really fun! :)
It's Finished!!
Anyway, if you want to check it out - click HERE. He's a great guy, very nice.
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Saturday, May 2, 2009
Flock
HERE is the link if you want to check it out. It is free, and no, I'm not making any commission by telling you about it, lol. Check it out - it's fun fun fun. :)
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The Gift - New Site
You can check out the site HERE.
I was lucky enough to be able to view the film in it's entirety - and I was extremely impressed by not only their acting ability, but the story (which Nat wrote) - and the direction (done by Nick). All in all it was a great film, and I'm honored to have been able to build the site for it.
Another site should be launching in the next few days for Joe. He came by today and we got a lot taken care of - it's pretty much just a matter of putting the pieces together, and then we'll launch. :)
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Sunday, April 19, 2009
I'm SO Happy
This brought me down to three, but I'm doing something on my own for the two of them (N & N) because they've been so awesome to me these last few weeks... so total left = 4. Close to finishing 3 of those though, so no big deal. I love my job - and it's awesome when a site that's well done, by me and the subject, can be shared.
I feel like a proud mom, lol.
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P.S. What the hell is up with MySpace???
Not Always a Day of Rest
Let me give you a little idea on how my day is going to go:
From the time I'm finished with this entry, until 1pm - I am going to be re-sizing photos and working on Nick's site.
From 1pm until ? - Nick and I are going to be finishing up his site, for a hopeful launch tonight. If not tonight, then definitely before the end of the week.
After Nick leaves I have to re-focus on Joe's site, and finish getting the videos converted and compressed, and then separated for their respective pages.
Obviously a busy day. And don't even ask me about tomorrow.
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Saturday, April 18, 2009
Procrastination
It's stuff like this that keeps me from doing what I'm supposed to be doing - and that's working on these (3) websites I have in pre-launch right now. It's a little overwhelming, definitely the first time I've had this much work going on at once - and that includes the times I've worked outside the house as well. I will get it done - but I'm hungry right now so...
I think I'll just have the pot pie. I don't feel like walking across the street right now...
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Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Upgrade
Woke up this morning with the inside of my left cheek all ripped up - I have NO idea how it happened, and it wasn't like that when I fell asleep - so it makes me wonder what I was dreaming about to make me do that. It's a very uncomfortable feeling to know that it's possible to harm yourself while sleeping...
More work today - debating on whether I should get something to eat before I go back to bed for a couple of hours... I'm still extremely tired, and I don't want to screw anything up because of it - so I'm going to try and get a little more sleep. However, I'm hungry, so maybe I should go get something to eat so it's easier for me to go back to sleep...
I'm just rambling - but yeah, that's pretty much it for now...
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Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Fun
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Sunday, April 12, 2009
News, then Nothing...
In other news - I've finished with the first "test" design for the client I picked up yesterday. Should be hearing back from him about what he likes/doesn't like about it soon, possibly (hopefully) by tomorrow. I think he'll like it though - he chose the colors and gave me a good idea on what he wanted it to look like, and that's what it looks like. So yeah, he should be satisfied - if not, I'll make changes until he is. After all, it's how I do things.
Can't wait to get my new phone!!!
Good night.
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Long Distance Involvement
Case in point (without mentioning names): I know this person, this family - that seems to always be fighting in one way or another. There are three members of this family that I'm particularly close too - and I HATE it when they don't get along with each other... because it's me that they call and bitch to. I hate getting involved - but sometimes I have to... now I'm involved with something that's just so outrageous that it's not even funny. One person was accused of something he did NOT do, and I'm fighting for him. I don't care how it goes with the other two people - but he's an innocent, and I am not going to let him go down. Total crap, and yes, I'm feeling two ways about it - I'm regretting getting involved at all, but glad too, to be on his side about the whole thing...
So yeah, great holiday start huh?
*D*
Saturday, April 11, 2009
New Client
I love having new projects to work on - especially when the people are supportive and have good personalities. Being helpful is a plus as well.
*D*
Friday, April 10, 2009
No Kids for Me
*D*
Reality TV
Wife Swap (I watch this show from 3pm to 6pm, Monday thru Friday)
Survivor (Every Thursday night)
The Amazing Race (On Sunday nights)
World's Dumbest _________ (This is on truTV)
Speeders (Also on truTV)
Food Network Challenge (Whenever I can catch it)
Iron Chef America (Late night Sunday)
America's Next Top Model (Marathons on Sunday and Monday, and new cycle on Wednesday)
Would you say I was a reality show TV whore? LOL. Yeah, I think I need a new hobby maybe.
*D*
Thursday, April 9, 2009
Happy Spring!!
I don't celebrate Easter - though I don't mind getting the candy when it's on sale, lol... so imagine my surprise when I was told that this Sunday is Easter Sunday. You could have knocked me over with a feather.When I was a child, I did celebrate Easter with my family. I remember the egg decorating and hiding/finding them - I also remember not wanting to eat hard-boiled eggs for months afterward.
I remember the coconut rabbit cakes with paper ears that my mother used to make (and I absolutely detest coconut now).

I remember dressing up for church (though for the life of me, I can't remember one IN church, just dressing up for it)

- and all that lovely family fun. So what has changed?
I'm older now, and have my own traditions for this time of year - not exclusive mind you, there are many that celebrate Ostara and Beltane - which are what I recognize now. The changing of the Seasons, the Spring Equinox, nature's gifts, etc... things that I can see with my own eyes, and experience in myself as well as what's around me.

No, this post isn't to preach or convert. Just to share. Please enjoy your celebration however you feel most comfortable. As long as it makes you happy.
P.S. Gotta remember to hit Rite-Aid on Monday for all those great candy sales, lol.
P.P.S. And no, that's not the church I went to - but it serves the point. :)
Wow
*D*
Monday, April 6, 2009
Good Day So Far
*D*
Saturday, April 4, 2009
Funny
In other news - I wish the sun would come up more... I am kind of hungry, and even though Jack in the Box opens at six, I would still rather not walk over there in the dark. I know, I know, it's only across the street - but still...
Have you ever had starburst fruit chews and peanut m&m's together? You should try it - it's very good.
*D*
Another Late Night
Tomorrow (Sunday during the day) I have to take care of laundry, and I have to vacuum... I hate vacuuming, it's so boring and loud... but it has to be done I guess. Have to get all the little shavings off the floor so they stop sticking to my feet...
I'm tired, and I'm going to bed now.
*D*
Friday, April 3, 2009
Bed
*D*
Old Posts - Am I Smarter Now?
The good news is I have had a plethora of work come in, and it's with some pretty awesome people... so I have that to be thankful for.
*D*
It Works!!!
By this time on Monday, there will definitely be a new website on the internet. Yay!
*D*
Test
*D*
Monday, March 9, 2009
Saturday, March 7, 2009
BUSY!!!
First of all, I've been having some medical problems (no worries!), and have been in and out of the doctor's office several times in the last two weeks - I have another appointment on Monday, and hopefully that will be the last. We'll have to wait and see though.
Also, this past Thursday I had a crash - my WindowsXP crashed out and I lost a LOT of software - I'm still trying to get everything back. It was horrendous, but at least I have enough going on that I'm able to work again.
Three websites were launched last month:
http://actorslive.com
http://griff-furst.com
http://capitollove.com
and I am working on two others as we speak. Also getting that DVD cover finished as well.
I was pleasantly surprised when I was told today that the manager of one of my clients is interested in hiring me to build websites for other people that he manages. Waiting for a call from him for more info on that.
Quick note to those of you in the US (except Arizona) - set your clocks forward tonight!! It's time to Spring Forward! I think it's early, but yeah, it's time.
I think that's about it - I'll try to be more active here than I have been lately - obviously with good reason, lol... but I'll do better.
*D*
P.S. Here is an old photo of me and my sister that I found the other day (and played with in "PicNick" on Facebook). I can't believe I was that skinny!! (I'm the one in the back).
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
I'm Here - Really...
Here's what has been happening... first of all - today is a VERY important day in my life. February 17th, 2004, I was sitting in the audience of a theater in New York City. Watching an incredible performer dance and sing in the role of Belle in Disney's "Beauty and the Beast". She was spectacular, and I was mesmerized by her talent. Afterwards, I was lucky enough to be invited to the after party, and there I met the best friend that I have ever had - Ms. Christy. So yes, five years ago today, Christy and I met face to face for the very first time, and we've been close ever since. I've never had a friend like her, and I will never forget that day - so later on this evening, we're planning on getting together to celebrate the importance of that meeting. I'm looking forward to seeing what we're going to be doing, lol... probably a movie since that was the original plan.
Work news - omg, I have been busting my ass with two websites - PLUS a dvd cover - but luckily I am almost finished and then can move on to possibly more projects. We'll see. It would be nice to have perhaps one project a month, but who knows...
Valentine's Day was fun - my roommate took me to Universal Studios. I've never been there before, only having visited the City Walk previously - but we went, and had a great time. We were there from 10 o'clock in the morning until 4 o'clock in the afternoon, and did practically everything. We didn't get to see a couple of the shows - but we did the important stuff, like the Tour, and the new Simpson's ride. It was a great day, and I'm grateful that she asked me to go. Who needs a "Valentine" to have fun? LOL.
So, I think that's it for now. I can't promise coming back soon or anything like that - but I can promise to try.
Hope everyone else is doing well!!
D
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
3:41 AM
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Monday, February 2, 2009
Crazy Crazy
The guy I'm supposed to get a check from today STILL hasn't shown up - and had the NERVE to ask me to sign an agreement that said that all the money I've made from him would be paid back if the site isn't finished in a timely manner. Um, what??? First of all, I've NEVER had to return funds - and legally, should not have to return all funds considering I HAVE worked on the project. Second - what the hell? The damn site would be finished by now if he had gotten off his ass in the beginning and just given me what I needed, so it's not ME that's holding shit back... so how dare he make that stipulation??? I told him that I would NOT sign anything that said I would give him a full refund, no matter what happens - a percentage maybe - but not the full amount. He must think that this is the first website I've ever done, and I know nothing about the business - when it's actually HIM that knows nothing about it. Idiot needs to learn some legal issues before writing up an agreement. ANYWAY - that's not bothering me too much, really. I have no worries about giving any money back because the site will be finished - and I happen to be in a very good mood about the work I've been doing. There's always one asshole in the crowd though - always one that's hard to please... luckily it's just the ONE and everyone else has been just awesome...
Other than the creep - it's all good.
D
Sunday, February 1, 2009
F**K!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Good news!! C and her fiance' are purchasing a house just a few blocks away from me! I'm so excited that we're going to be so close! Climbing that hill to get to her apartment was a bitch - I'm not going to miss that, lol.
Something else happened today - this girl, who saw me on LJ in another community, has been somewhat communicating with me. Wanting to "get to know me better" etc... But - she was afraid to call me on the phone. She wanted to meet up with me in person, yet refused to call me on the phone!! I'm sorry, I will not meet with anyone unless I've talked to them first - and I don't mean texting, I mean TALKING. Maybe that's just me, but that's how I feel. So I told her today that it wasn't going to happen. She said okay, then deleted me from her MySpace. Boo hoo - whatever. Moving on... personally, I'd rather not be with anyone at this time - we'll have to wait and see for later - but I'm just fine being on my own...
Finished another site - check THIS out!! :)
D
Friday, January 30, 2009
Slammed
I'm also excited because I made an appointment to get my eyes checked - next Thursday... and my new glasses will be ready about two weeks after that. Just in time for me and C's fifth anniversary celebration. I can't believe it's been five years - actually, it seems longer - feels like I've known her my whole life. But anyway, she's taking me out to dinner, then we're going to go see the movie "He's Just Not That Into You" with Jennifer Aniston, Jennifer Connely and Drew Barrymoore. I can't wait - it should be a fun night.
Anyway, as I said, REALLY busy lately - so I'd better get back to it. Will write again soon. Oh, and not much to really tell about the screening. Had a great time, ate a lot of food, drank a bit, and saw a really funny movie that stars two of my favorite people. So yeah, fun night.
Later!
D
Thursday, January 29, 2009
Quick Stop

Me and Christy!! Isn't it cute?
D
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Crazy Stuff Going On
I'm upset about the fact that ALL my shifts were cancelled this week - fucking sucks. So no check at all next week from Disney. However, my sister is hiring me to re-design her website, and paying me, so that will help - a LOT. Still waiting for the advice guy to get on the ball with the content so I can finish up THAT site and get paid. Also, trying to get Christy's site moved to a new host - which is a pain in the ass - but if things work out, we'll be able to get that done by Friday of this week. The kids-act site is still "coming soon" because they haven't found a place to give the classes yet. As soon as they've rented an office or studio, the site will be finished. So yes, a lot of internet work going on.
Now, about Thursday. Christy called and told me today that there is going to be a screening of her movie "Movin' In" at a photography studio here in Hollywood on Thursday - THIS Thursday! I'm so excited to be a part of this - as I remember visiting Christy while she was filming the movie, and I also did artwork for the site that they liked so much they're going to use it as the DVD cover! That's pretty awesome right?
So yeah, even though I'm still feeling crappy - there are some positive things for me to focus on. That makes all the difference.
D
Monday, January 26, 2009
SICK
Anyway, so yes I'm sick. There's not much else to say except "ick".
D
Sunday, January 25, 2009
As If...
Anyway, so what's left? Getting the advice column guy to look over his site and decide whether or not he's okay with it - and getting my sister's site started... though I do have to wait for the information from her before I can start that.
AND, I have to work at the SF & SS tomorrow, Tuesday, and Saturday - so I have a busy week ahead of me. It's all good though - I enjoy being busy.
D
Saturday, January 24, 2009
Coming Soon Page Online!!
I'll be adding it to my online profile for sure.
I just wish the other person I'm doing a site for, the advice column site, was as on top of things.
D
When it Rains it Pours
I started getting the advice column site together, then Christy sets me up with something else - which I am also now working on. THEN I get a call this morning from my sister - and she's hiring me to re-do HER site! All of this work in just the last couple of weeks. I have never had three projects going on at one time! I explained to my sister that I had two other sites I was working on at the moment, and she was cool with that, and will wait her turn. I LOVE doing websites - and I especially love doing sites for people that I know and can trust to pay me on time, lol.
So yeah, the quote "When it Rains, it Pours" really fits this situation.
On a side note - if you get the chance - you should watch "Prayers for Bobby" tonight on the Lifetime channel. I think EVERYONE should watch it.
I have to go to work on the sites now - but I'll post later, after the movie.
D
Friday, January 23, 2009
BORING Night at Work - But Good News Too!!
Good news - I put a shell together for the new site, and THEY LOVED IT!! I'm so happy! Now we just have to get the content and we'll launch. I'm looking forward to it. Did I already talk about this? If I did, I'm sorry, I'm just so excited, lol.
Did I tell you that not only is Christy my friend, she's my pimp too - for websites. She always hooks me up, lol.
D
Cool!!
Anyway, so I threw something together for them to check out - and they LOVED it! So now they just have to find a place to put the school - they hope to have things up and running by the first of March. The website is done, well the SHELL is - it still needs content, which will happen pretty quickly - then we'll launch. I'm guessing the the launch will happen in the next two weeks, and when it does I'll put a link to it here, as well as on my portfolio.
I am still working on the advice column, but that should be finished soon as well.
I am so happy when I'm working on new projects!
D
Thursday, January 22, 2009
Because I Can't Sleep
Fill it out and then if you post on your own journal i will fill it out too!
1. Name:
2. Birthday:
3. Where do you live:
4: What are you studying/What are you working as:
5. What makes you happy:
6. What are you listening to now/have listened to last:
7. What is particularly good/bad about my LJ:
8. An interesting fact about you:
9. Are you in love/have a crush at the moment:
10. Favorite place to be:
11. Favorite lyric:
12. Best time of the year:
13. Weirdest food you like:
RECOMMEND
1. A film:
2. A book:
3. A song:
4: A band:
PLUS
1. One thing you like about me:
2. Two things you like about yourself:
3. Put this in your lj so I can tell you what I think of you?
Before I Go...
1.Who was the last person to put their arm around you?
Christy - we hug a lot, lol.
2. Do you still talk to the person you kissed last?
Yes.
3. Have you ever punched a tree?
Oh no, that would hurt.
4. Do you believe that if you want something bad enough you'll get it?
You have to work for it, it doesn't "just" happen.
5. Do you watch a lot of TV?
Sometimes.
6. Have you tried ecstasy?
Nope.
7. Have you ever snuck out of your house?
I did when I was younger.
8. Kill or Be killed?
I would kill for certain people, and I would die for certain people.
10. Never sleep or never eat!?
Never eat.
11. Who was the last person you couldn't take your eyes off?
The only person I've seen in the last few hours, Christy, lol.
12. Would you ever get a tattoo?
I already have two - but I wouldn't mind another one.
13. Who was the last person you had a dream about?
My sister and nephew.
14. Are you a morning person or a night person?
Night, night, night...
15. Do you snore?
Sometimes - I've actually woken myself up.
16. Do you know someone who has gotten an abortion?
Yes.
17. What would you do if you opened up your front door to a dead body?
OMG - freak the fuck out.
18. Does anybody have feelings for you?
Yes, at least that's what they've said. ;)
19. Are you there for your friends?
As much as I can be.
20. Do you like to spend time with people?
Certain people, yes.
21. Are you hungry?
Ugh no, we just gorged ourselves on Jack in the Box, lol.
22. Are you a forgiving person?
It depends - but I try to be.
23. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
Open - I don't even want to think what would happened if I tried it with my eyes closed, lol.
24. Do you drink every weekend?
Nope.
25. Whens the last time you did the dishes?
Two days ago - and because there's been THREE in the house lately, they need to be done again.
26. Are you talking to anyone while doing this?
Yes, and getting instructed on how to answer, lol.
27. Do you want a relationship right now?
I have the relationships I want with my friends at the moment, I'm pretty satisfied.
28. What are you about to do?
After this, watch 30 Rock.
29. Have you ever fallen down a set of stairs?
Unfortunately, and up too.
30. Done anything you regret in your past?
Nope, I don't regret.
31. The highlight of your week?
The cops!! LOL!! No really, just hanging with my bud. :)
32. What are you craving to have right now?
Ice cream - damn we forgot!!
33. What are you scared of?
Bugs, I hate them - not really scared of them... clowns, I'm scared of clowns!!
34. Last movie you watched?
Sex in the City - she's freakin' addicted to it... lucky me.
35. Are you thinking of someone right now?
My friends - I'm always thinking of my friends.
36. Who is the last person you talked to on the phone?
Michelle from work.
37. Last thing you downloaded on your computer?
A wallpaper.
38. Have you changed much this year?
This year has barely started.
39. Hug or kiss?
Both please.
40. Where was the last place you went besides where you are?
Jack in the Box.
41. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celeb?
No, but they've said I looked like I was RELATED to a celeb, lol.
42. Last thing you watched on TV?
Watching 30 Rock right now.
43. Do you dress for style or comfort?
Comfort.
44. Name someone with the same b-day as you?
I haven't a clue, and really don't care. My B-Day is all about ME!!!
45. Ever had a drunken night in Mexico?
Night? No. Day? Yuppers!
46. Whats the craziest thing you've done?
Got drunk in Mexico... lol, not really - but probably wrestle with a crazy woman.
47. Favorite color(s)?
Red, black, purple, hot pink, royal blue.
D
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
"Where's the Cheese?"
Anyway, big *hugs* out to Chrissy. I hope everything goes well with your father - and I'm happy to have made you laugh a little (lot) tonight. Glad I could be there for you even though I'm not really there. And no, I am not allowed to take a picture of the "finger bruises" - she won't let me, lol. But I'm sure you can picture it in your head. And they ARE sucky bottles - I dont' care what either of you say!! Stop being so nasty!!
Tired, obviously. And ooooo, I actually get a paycheck tomorrow - for two hours. Hey, it's something - compared to now, when I have nothing, something IS something right?
I'm rambling. Tired. Sleepy. Good night.
D
Now This is EXACTLY Why...
Can you tell I'm a little aggravated right now?
D
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
More About Me - HA HA!! Another Survey!
A bit tired - and run down... sickly.
To whom did you last give the finger to?
Oh, I don't remember, lol. I don't do that often - I'd rather just say it, lol.
Has anyone ever told you they wanted to be with you forever?
Not "forever", but I've been told that they want to be with me as long as we live.
How many hours did you sleep last night?
4.
Do you trust anybody of the opposite sex?
At this moment? No. But I have.
Who was the last person to sit in your lap?
Christy, for a picture.
Something you really want right now?
Chocolate - in any form, but prefer ice cream.
Do you think you're old?
No, not at all.
Are you a jealous person?
Not crazy jealous, but I have my jealous side.
Do you wear contacts?
Not at the moment, but I want to get new ones.
What were you doing an hour ago?
Checking out my TAGGED site.
Are you a morning person or a night person?
Definitely night.
What are you wearing?
Blue t-shirt, black pants.
If you could go back in time and change things, would you?
No, I believe everything happens for a reason.
If you could seek revenge on someone would you?
No, I don't believe in revenge - I believe in Karma.
Have you ever slept in a bed with the same sex?
LOL! Yeah.
Have you ever been around someone who was high?
Yes I have.
Ever kissed someone who smokes?
Yes.
Did you have a good birthday last year?
I had a FABULOUS birthday - C took me out to the Abbey (my favorite restaurant) and we had a BLAST! My best birthday ever!
Is your hair naturally curly?
Nope, and it won't hold a curl either!
Last person you were in a car with?
Christy.
Do you like someone that doesn't know you like them?
No.
What are you looking forward to most?
Hanging out with Meghan on Thursday, and work on Friday.
Is there a girl that knows everything or mostly everything about you?
Yes, one.
Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with a "K"?
Yes.
What are you looking forward to the next couple months?
Getting my budget back in order - maybe more hours at work so I can get a car, or at least a laptop, lol.
Have you ever liked someone whose name started with the letter J?
Yes.
Have your parents ever caught you drinking?
No.
Do you love the last boy/girl you were talking to?
I love her very much, she's like a sister to me.
Have you ever crawled through a window?
Yes, and jumped out of one, lol.
Who is someone you wish you could fix things with?
Nobody, it's all good right now.
Do you know anyone named Matt?
I know OF one, but I don't really KNOW him.
Last beverage you consumed?
Ice water - and a Coke before that.
Who was the last person you took a picture with?
Christy.
Is there anything stressing you out currently?
The usual, finances.
Do you remember what you were like a year ago?
Going out of my mind because I was living with a crazy woman in Agoura Hills.
Who did you last eat with?
Robyn.
Is the sun shining?
Not where I'm sitting, it's almost midnight.
Midnight last night, who were you texting?
No one.
When was the last time you cried really badly?
Two weeks ago.
Is there something you wish you could tell someone right at this moment?
No, the people that need to know, already know.
Is your dad a jerk?
Yes, he was.
Have you ever regretted letting someone go?
I've never let someone go - they've let me go - but it's all for the best.
D